I hate it here.

I'm officially going blind.  I can't even read text messages anymore.  Everything on my computer is zoomed to max.  The people I'm living with are now unbearable.  I can't take it much more.  I'm soon getting a check from an insurance thing relating to my mom's death.  When I get that I'm going to go see San Fran and move the fuck back home.  The people here are the epitome of retarded.  One is always making excuses for the other two and then blaming it all on a neutral party.  The neutral party not ever doing anything wrong and barely ever being in the way.  She's typically gone for most of the month helping her elderly mom out.  It's irritating hearing the stupid bitch that like to make excuses for everyone blame everything on her behind her back.  I flipped.  Before I moved here I thought that the neutral party was going to be the biggest bitch because Diana spoke so horribly of her.  Turns out Diana needs to keep her fucking mouth shut.  I've been trying to keep out of the way.  Been trying to be optimistic.  I can't take living in such an awful household anymore.  The people here except for said neutral party and my boyfriend are inconsiderate retards.  And one of them is a legitimate retard..  But is one that can do stuff just chooses to be the biggest douche bag in the world.  And his whore has the largest sense of self entitlement I've ever seen.  I'm seriously ready to punch them all in their toothless, mostly toothless, and fat retarded bitch faces.  They are awful people.  How can Jeremy's aunt be such a genuinely kind person and have a sister that is such a horrible fake that I want to punch and old lady in the face..  I don't think I've ever wanted to hurt an elderly person ever.  And I was one of the angriest teenagers that wanted to punch everyone in the face.  I had given up that angry lifestyle years ago.  But now I can't help but be angry all the time.  I hate this feeling but I can't make it go away.  So, I'm going to go away.  I don't want to feel this angry all the time.  That's all I guess.  I just really needed to vent since I just got done yelling at Diana for badmouthing Crystal again and again.